śrī-caitanya-prabhuṁ vande
bālo ’pi yad-anugrahāt
taren nānā-mata-grāha-
vyāptaṁ siddhānta-sāgaram (CC Ādi 2.1)
I offer my obeisance’s unto to the Lotus Feet of Sri Caitanya Mahāprabhu, by whose mercy even an ignorant child can swim across the ocean of Siddhanta Sagar (conclusions) about the ultimate truth, which is full of the crocodiles, sharks, octopus etc. all dangerous aquatic animals of various conclusions (Hypothesis).
By the mercy of the Supreme Personality of Godhead Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu, even a small boy having no educational Qualification can cross over the ocean of siddhanta sagar to reach the ultimate siddhanta vichar about that absolute truth. The ocean is full of various types of philosophical doctrines that are like dangerous aquatic animals (like shark, crocodile, octopus etc.). Nowadays, we can see that gradually one kind of dark covering of Non-Bhaktivinod-dhara is coming down in this world to cover up the absolute truth. Kali is the age of controversy, so cannot allow us to follow the track of absolute truth. Even we can see that– so called devotees, they want to reject all the pure and fine siddhanat-vichars of Srila Prabhpada Bhakti Siddhanta Sarasvati Gosvami Thakur. We think it is very dangerous. That’s why sometimes I am bound to say that—“I don’t want to live anymore, because day by day I find everything opposite. Still Harikatha is my life and soul, so I cannot stop speaking about that absolute truth. “Bhaktivinod-dhara can never be stopped” -this is the blessing of Srila Bhakti Siddhanta Saraswati Gosvami Thakur Prabhupada, so still today we can keep hope.” It is of the utmost importance to understand the difference between Bhaktivinoda-dhara and Non-Bhaktivinod-dhara. Bhaktivinod -dhara is the unadulterated, pure flow of philosophical conclusions (Siddhanta) given by Śrīla Bhaktivinoda Ṭhākura and Srila Prabhupada. No compromise can be made with Non- Bhaktivinod-dhara. The day we can realize the difference between Bhaktivinod-dhara and Non-Bhaktivinod-dhara, that day must be a green signal for us. This I can promise you blindly by touching the Lotus Feet of Srila Prabhupada and Bhaktivinod Thakur. Be sure that I am not going to speak anything out of Prabhupada. I am always going to speak what Prabhupada told, so there is no place to fight with me unnecessarily. Sometimes I am feeling very sorry, alone I am crying. I am always giving my blood, but still if I cannot save you all, then what can be the condition of my heart. You have to realize how I am trying my best to project all pure siddhanta vichars. I am always ready to answer all of your Questions, but any sensitive issue relating to any particular Sampradaya (other than Sarasvat Gaudiya Sampradaya) or any particular Acharya who is deviated from Srila Prabhupada i like to avoid, I like to keep silence mood, because I knowif I give perfect answer, then you cannot accept that absolute Truth because of your weakness. You can immediately go against me, but still you can do nothing, because I am speaking siddhanta. I am speaking the siddhanta of Siddhanta Sarasvati Thakur. If you go against me you can get lost in this infinite Universe. Srila Prabhupada also used to say that—“ Whether one is Brahmā, Śiva, Vāyu, or Varuņa, whether one is a great religious preacher or religious leader, if he deviates even an inch from Śrī Caitanyadev’s teachings, he will find himself in trouble.”
Only those devotees should hear my Harikatha , those who have 100% faith in Prabhupada, Gaudiya Math or Gaudiya Mission, and Gaudiya Guruvarga. Others they should not go through my Harikatha. This is only my request. I have no objection, if they at all hear my Absolute Harikatha, but if they at all go through my Harikatha then they can lose faith in me, and Gaudiya Sampradaya. Also they can follow their mental estimation mood. If you can fulfill all those above conditions, then I promise you that you can get nectar through my Harikatha. I never expect thousands of people to hear my Harikatha, they cannot digest, they are habituated to hear false Harikatha Siddhanta vichar. I have tremendous love and affection for you all, I have no enmity with anybody or I cannot have any narrow divisive attitude. No jealousy, no hostility, nothing you can find in me. Please believe me, and with full faith you can hear my Bhakti Siddhanta Vani. It is not my personal siddhanta vichar, but all coming from Srila Bhaktivinod Thakur, Srila Prabhupada.
Gaura Hari Hari Bol !