The absolute Personality of Srila Bhakti Siddhanta Sarasvati Gosvami Thakura Prabhupada was so heavy that it was impossible for kapat people to come in front of him. Even those sevaks were not in a position to get free access to Srila Prabhupada without any very special ground. Any unknown personality at all used to come in front of Srila Prabhupada having no smell of seva mood inside heart, in that case, Srila Prabhupada would never identify himself in front of him, so there was no chance for any newcomer to understand the exalted personality of Srila Prabhupada as a great member of Golok Dham. This is the excellency usually found in the behavior of such a great Bhagavat Parshad, that without watching any seva mood inside anybody they like to hide themselves their excellency.
Srila Prabhupada was so powerful that at first glance he could realize the heart of anybody, there was no way to cheat him at all. The intimate relationship between Guru and Sisya is so secret that usually it is seen to be confined only between themselves, it can never be clear to others. So who is having how much love for Gurudeva, Srila Prabhupada could easily realize this point. The following example can illustrate this most subtle point. One day Srila Prabhupada heard some Sannyasi passing a very bad remark about another sevak who was really genuine at heart, but always he would exhibit himself as a most unsmart sevaka of Sri Chaitanya Math. He was never going outside for preaching, whereas that Sannyasi would think himself as a great important personality inside Gaudiya Mission. Because he used to go for preaching activities as an active preacher. When Srila Prabhupada heard that kind of remark from that Sannyasi about that genuine sevak of Gaudiya Math, then Srila Prabhupada was very angry and started speaking like a lion that—“ Who are you, to pass that kind of remark, I know who is doing what, you need not pass any remark. Why you take trouble to get control over others, it is my sole duty because I am acting as an Acharay .” Also often Srila Prabhupada used to say that –“ If I want to get control over others in this material world in that case this can prove to be a great bondage for me.“
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