My Gurudeva used to say you have to scrutinize the whole Lila of Srila Prabhupada very carefully. From each different angle we will have to realize all aprakrita lilas of Srila Prabhupada. And by the mercy of Srila Prabhupada we can realize everything, provided our dedication unto the Lotus feet of Srila Prabhupada is genuine. We can not make any compromise with anybody regarding Gaudiya Siddhanta vicar and seva. Because Srila Prabhupada always used to say that—“ We Gaudiyas must maintain some specialty”. Srila Prabhupada wanted to mean– Speciality regarding seva and siddhanta. Anyhow if at all we are going to make any compromise with sahajiya, then surely we will have to leave some good and accept some bad, which is quite impossible in the way of suddha bhakti dhara, as shown by Srila Bhaktivinod Thakur and Srila Prabhupada.
Don’t lose your level, try to maintain the standard. If we follow strict rules and regulations in the beginning and get habituated, then in future it will be very easy. If we love Prabhupada, I can not say Prabhupada is too tuff. Love means all in all. If I love Prabhupada then there can not be any compromise. Even in the material world, I can give one example, there was one girl and she was coming from a very rich family, but she fell in love with one poor motor mechanics. Then the father of the girl was bound to say that –“ I can not accept you as my daughter if you marry that guy.” Then that girl said—“ Love is love, I can not through him away, simply because he is poor. I can leave you and go away if the situation demands so.” Then she went away even leaving her father. She was never habituated to lead life that way, but still it was possible for her to go for total adjustment with her husband. Why? Simply because she was in love with the husband. Also our Guruvarga coming from high Families, but when they find the nectar from Srila Prabhupada, then they were ready to give their whole life and belongings. The unique love affair of Srimati Radha Rani was so strong –so strong that nothing can stand in front of love for Krsna as impediments. That is the mystery of great love affair.
Gaura Hari Haribol