Even our external exhibition of honour which we want to confer (give) to Srila Bhakti Siddhanta Sarasvati Prabhupada have some internal motive of getting personal prathista, because otherwise nobody can accept me as authentic personality. To follow Srila Prabhupada means to obey Srila Prabhupada and his Siddhanta vicar from heart. Externally I can participate in the avirbhava tithi or tirobhava tith of Srila Prabhupada (or any Guruvarga) with flowers in hand as puspanjali, but that does not mean I am qualified to pay puspanjali unto the Lotus feet of Srila Prahupada. Without hundred percent submission unto the Lotus feet of Srila Prabhupada I can never become successful to offer puspanjali under the Lotus feet of Srila Prabhupada. Due to Maya we forget this most vital point, that is why we cannot make any improvement in our bhajan.
Gaura Hari Haribol